Tuesday, 10 November 2015

Tu Es Mon Soleil - Epilogue

"Somebody once told me that she has no idea how I could fall in love with a person like her. To be honest, I don't have any idea either. I guess I'm one of those people who believe that you don't need a reason to love someone. Because it just happens. Just like that. You can never make yourself hate the person that you love."

Ellen paused, took a deep breath and breathed out slowly. "But if I really have to answer that question," she continued, "I think I'd say that I love her because she's Portia de Rossi."

Ellen's eyes swept the huge auditorium that was filled with hundreds of audiences. She saw her mom and her brother sitting on the front row. Regina and Andy were there, too. And then her eyes moved to Portia's parents that were also sitting on the front row. Finally, her eyes stopped on the empty seat next to Portia's mom and she still could feel a pang of pain on her chest.

"Even though she can't be here today," Ellen said without averting her eyes away, "I do hope that she's listening to this song. Wherever she is right now. And I hope she knows that as long as I'm breathing, I will always love her. With all my heart. Forever."

Seconds later, the song that always reminded her of Portia de Rossi and her half-lost soul started to play softly, filling the quiet auditorium with the most beautiful melodies that made the audiences sighed in contentment and closed their eyes, imagining the endless green meadow with the warm sunshine on it, the grass that was being caressed by the wind, the blue sky without a single cloud, and the smell of the spring.
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15 comments:

  1. Samantha10 November 2015 at 08:31

    You kw what....
    When I had My first girlfriend....I was 14 back then! After a relationship of abt 1.5 yrs....for sm misunderstndin she left without a word...I met her when she was all vulnerable and shit...physically abused by a guy for months....n had lots of shit in life...! I did evrythn I cd to help her n slowly I fell for her. I kept shut for I had no clue if she hd feelins for me! Aftr all her life's issues wr solved...1 day, she kissed me! Then regretted it...n then after few weeks said she loved me! 1.5 hppy yrs n then she left. Treated me like she ddnt kw me...n at times like shit. And smtyms infrnt of people in school. I had no1 to share coz no1 knew we r gay or we had any relationship! I waited 5yrs till I left tht city for med school (she left a yr b4 me for her engineerin college)! When for the last time I tried to fix things...she said she has a lot to do n is busy ...tht I ddnt gv her alot wat she deserved n what she promised smday was momentarily true.

    Yeah I sound like a clingy ex-girlfriend...but even when evry1 told me thngs criticising her....I had an answer that was similar to ur first paragraph of this update....
    Sometimes we can't stop lovin sm1...no mattr how painful it is for us...

    *sry to tlk abt this here..but I cdnt stop frm sayin this aftr i read it today

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  2. Samantha10 November 2015 at 09:28

    And I said this cause before saying goodbye.... she said " U deserve better.... so find a person like yourself....n have a good life"

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    1. michelle10 November 2015 at 18:12

      Aww babe :( I know that feeling. But life goes on, doesn't it? So when you can't forget her, you've got to live with the fact that you guys aren't just meant to be. It's a futile effort to try to hate the person you still love, so bear with it and make it a lesson for you. :)

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    2. Samantha10 November 2015 at 22:52

      Yeah I did that!

      Now...
      When are u wrtn a new fic?? :-P
      Kinda addicted to ur fics now :-D

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    3. michelle11 November 2015 at 16:10

      Idk, I need a break first after this one. I'll let you know :)
      Do you have any socmed I can find you on? Twitter/instagram?

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    4. Samantha11 November 2015 at 20:20

      Oh take ur time! We r all patient enough to read ur next super awesome fic! U kw, the more you get, the more u demand! It's same for me when it's your fic! :-)

      And abt social media! I told u right, the whole depression thing I was into last yr! So I kinda detached myself from everyone. Its just recently tht I recovered and started readin stuffs again.

      But yeah... what's your Twitter handle?? :-P

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    5. michelle12 November 2015 at 07:51

      Aw the condition must've been awful for you :(
      Well, whenever you feel like joining back, go find me on my twitter (@michiquitita29) tho I'm practically just retweeting hilarious tweets there haha or my instagram (@mikaelachiquitita)

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    6. Samantha12 November 2015 at 09:27

      I actually did follow u on twitter frm my real account :-P (yeah this aint my real name)!
      N I hardly tweet...and mostly dont make sense too!
      I was there cause my brother asked me to join :-P

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    7. michelle18 November 2015 at 04:01

      Omg what's your username??? Say hi to me! xD

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  3. Samantha10 November 2015 at 09:43

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  4. Unknown12 November 2015 at 17:44

    So.. I was trying to read this chapter and the previous one but I just couldn't. Tonight I finally did and I still think that your writting is amazing, that you have incredible sould and imagination but frankly speaking even though it's a beautiful ending I just... I expected something better and happier. I just hope you won't kill anybody else :D pretty please

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  5. absolutemperor30 January 2018 at 07:20

    i love you. i love your story. why did it had to end on such a sad note...

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  6. Katja18 December 2020 at 06:27

    It was one of the hardes stories and esp the end I ever red... good story... devastating end... to much for my loving soul...

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